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the coming of age (february 20, 2007) 
  mickeylimon
 
10:54am 21/02/2007
 

 

exercising
the will to be forcible
for you to see me against tides
of unwanted imagery
against unexplained comedy
of you here lying motionless
touching the skin at my back

calculating
the risks already undertaken
from the moment you smelled my hair
till your arms playfully linger on my bare hip
then in unison
looking thru the frosty window
listening to the rain pouring madly at the roof
whispering carelessly to remember
long forgotten memories taken in innocence together

leaving
the bliss left under the sheets
with you holding me closely
against your bare chest
overpowering me with your able shoulders
trapped endlessly
wanting blissfully
to be here forever
without turning back
to our lives lived in secrecy

x

 
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i know a place (october 14, 2001) 
  mickeylimon
 
02:21pm 15/02/2007
 

 

i know a place
where the sun is a mess
and the skies are delightfully gray
and sirens paint the day
i know this place
where the world is fine
where the seas are impossibly blue
where ive always belonged to you…

but you don’t, but you don’t

i know a scene
from a long forgotten dream
when you smiled so enchantingly
and i laughed non-cynically
i know this scene
long before ive stopped to dream
long before ive stopped to believe
that youll never ever leave…

and you did, and you did

i know that place long before today
when your memory starts to fade
and the tears started to dissipate
for i have entirely forgotten you…

but i don’t, but i don’t
and you did, and you did


 
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of love and not love (january 21, 2002) 
  mickeylimon
 
08:39am 13/02/2007
 

 

swooning under the carpet
of love and not love
of emotions and none emotions
crashing under the rug of desire
or faltering under the feet of denial

fumbling all over
your heart so full of carelessness
of stepping out or being stepped at
of being conscious or being ridiculous
of love and the so-called love
of you yesterday and of you now
i wonder whom did i loved the most somehow

between love and hatred
of being impassioned or angered
i wonder how i ever made it
in times and in places
between right and wrong
i swoon underneath the mat
of love and not love
of being in love and being in love with you

 

 
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interlude IX 
  mickeylimon
 
10:02am 12/02/2007
 

 

wondering ... wondering
if you are
as sincere as cheating
as gallant as whining
as kind as lying
as valiant as hiding


wondering ... wondering
if love is
as furious as hatred
as scarlet as death
as fervent as bluntness
as plain as everyday

wondering
wondering

 

 
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a new sense 
  mickeylimon
 
12:20pm 06/02/2007
 

 

a new sense of feeling
a new sense of missing
from impulse to this fleeting feeling
of excitement
of estrangement
to you finally
to you eventually

hopefully
hopefully

a new sense of relief
a new sense of flight
from careless air
to blissful winds
shared together from freshness
to slumber
dreaming of you and i
together
together

hopefully
hopefully

a new sense of feeling
a new sense of being
i had with you
so suddenly
so impulsively
from you
from you all along
now i’m never gonna be on my own
hopefully
eventually

hopefully
hopefully

 

 
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i said goodbye 
  mickeylimon
 
01:23pm 02/02/2007
 

 

moving forth
ahead...
secretly hurting
deep inside
youve let me down
"have the ships been long gone?"

no looking back
just breathing ahead
have you let my hands go?
i cant feel your heart anymore

i am lost
this world is too big without you
ill drown
my heart will succumb
stay for a while
i cant say goodbye

facing ahead
tears against the wind
tomorrows too blinding
all things sinking
slipping
dreaming
away from me
can you stay for a while
until i can say goodbye?

 

 
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in the sand of dreams forever 
  mickeylimon
 
12:52pm 26/01/2007
 

 

and so look at me now finally
i’ve gone so far and so fast so steadily
i’m almost sure i have forgotten you
but never did i forget the way i felt with you
as we melt together in the arms of sweet surrender
as we rushed together in the sand of dreams forever

time moved me so still
that i can't even tell what is real
i can't even tell how much i loved you
until i couldn't feel if i still do

time stood still so frequently
that i didn’t even noticed how wretched i have been
i didn't even feel how love was supposed to be
cause i was waiting for you so endlessly
cause i was standing here for you so wearily
and i was longing for you to come back to me
but you never did, you never did still
but i was waiting still, i was waiting still forever
to melt with you again in the arms of sweet surrender
to rush with you again in the sand of dreams forever

 

 
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  violetmonk
 
02:26am 12/06/2006
  i will see you no more
i will see you no more
i will see you no more
i will see you no more
make yourself rich and then forsake all your success to join the army
make yourself rich and then forsake all your success to join the army
make yourself rich and then forsake all your success to join the army
make yourself rich and then forsake all your success to join the army
patt tillman was killed by americans
patt tillman was killed by americans
patt tillman was killed by americans
patt tillman was killed by americans
song mai
song mai
song mai
song mai
haditha
haditha
haditha
haditha
i will see you no more
i will see you no more
i will see you no more
i will see you no more
they appeared to be sleeping mother and daughter sitting against the wall
they appeared to be sleeping mother and daughter sitting against the wall
they appeared to be sleeping mother and daughter sitting against the wall
they appeared to be sleeping mother and daughter sitting against the wall
in the cabinet clothing closet hid the young boys
in the cabinet clothing closet hid the young boys
in the cabinet clothing closet hid the young boys
in the cabinet clothing closet hid the young boys
make yourself rich and then forsake all your success to join the army
make yourself rich and then forsake all your success to join the army
make yourself rich and then forsake all your success to join the army
make yourself rich and then forsake all your success to join the army
what an honor it shall be when you at last find success and forsake it all for special forces, victorious
what an honor it shall be when you at last find success and forsake it all for special forces, victorious
what an honor it shall be when you at last find success and forsake it all for special forces, victorious
what an honor it shall be when you at last find success and forsake it all for special forces, victorious
your honour will be unquestionable
your honour will be unquestionable
your honour will be unquestionable
your honour will be unquestionable
i will see you no more
song mai
song mai
i will see you no more
they appeared to be asleep, sitting up against the wall
mother and daughter
i will see you no more
song mai
song mai
i will see you no more
i will see you no more
haditha
haditha
haditha
haditha
(they whispered into my mind the edict and mandate)
(they whispered into my mind the edict and mandate)
(they whispered into my mind the edict and mandate)
(they whispered into my mind the edict and mandate)
haditha
haditha
haditha
you will all be heros
we will reach the sun and saturn
and saturn
and saturn


and saturn



and saturn




and saturn






and saturn


- - - the lie of new life - - -
 
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what you don't realize about yourself 
  violetmonk
 
12:34am 06/03/2006
  i think that when i finally commit to wed death as i have promised
and i send a 5.7mm dovetail green round through my skull
that i will consider your poetry a lullaby as comforting in that aftermathematical realm of the lost cognizance of dreams
as knowledge of the utter defeat of all possible enemies in this life might've been

that should say of my fatal self destructive culmination that, like Christ, I COMPLETED my mission and witnessed the heinous nature of what's been done here and what's provided in mankind, and my soul's expiration and alleviation might be like a harbringer of sulfiruc acid fire comets from heaven to rain down all over 'civilization' as with Soddom and Gamorrah

lullaby blanket poem whispers
removing the satanic frost of petrification from my soul
which will linger no longer those days above graves
 
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no one else will listen... 
  gwacamolly
 
11:21am 10/08/2002
 
~for the boy~
ive given you this heart
why do you insist on cutting
when all ive done is cry
and insist on loving
you break me in two
you let me bow to you
you love the power
you love what you make me do
you step on me
you make me wait
when im begging for u to come back
its always too late
im not allowed to have this my own
i cant even speak my mind
stab me from the front
and love me from behind
some promises are just too hard to keep
 
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magnetic poetry 
  ms_bulma_breifs
 
08:49pm 04/08/2002
  i
love
these
days
where
all
we
do
is
water
the
bloom
of
us


water is the song that burns and bruises evil

merciful angels embrace believing souls with passion

i love magnetic poetry..
 
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  ms_bulma_breifs
 
10:12pm 30/07/2002
 
mood: melancholy
Acronym of Todd:
Trivial mindsets
Of so many people
Daring you came to me and showed me how you felt
Dug into the depths and showed me who you really are
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Storm of color
Swinging on the edge of my soul i let my defenses take control
Reds and blues clash together
In a flash it all goes black
ocasionally a white flash.. more blinging than the darkness leads the way
cold
broken
and alone
i carry on
 
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  ms_bulma_breifs
 
05:03pm 15/07/2002
  A cloudy marble rolls down the path slowly with fear.
The sides of the path illuminated by pale teal orbs.
Soft-spoken words guide the marble closer and closer to its goal.
It's a straight path until:
A great three-way fork is met.
A mothers voice beckons to use the first path
A child sings about the dreams fulfilled in the second
And an unknown voice hums the unimaginable of the third choice.
This is where I am forced to awaken
Slowly I reach down as my fingers meet the cool rounded shape of the marble.
I hold the marble up to my eye
In an instant millions and millions of paths appear.
I try to scream but the voices to the destinations drown me out
I feel myself begin to fall and I reach out for someone who cares
Only to find that no one is there
A handful of ibuprofen should fix this until tomorrow
 
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  ms_bulma_breifs
 
07:20pm 05/07/2002
  A vibrant wave breaks upon the shore
Thoughts echo in my mind
Louder and louder until i can hardly breath
I can hear you calling
But i can't remember how to speak
All i can do is crawl inside myself, and be captivated by my thoughts
Broken so many times.. yet now I've forgotten how to mend
Will you save me from myself?
Or perhaps you will shake your head and walk away
After all who wastes time on the girl who wont come out and play
 
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  gwacamolly
 
09:08pm 18/06/2002
 
mood: worried
this hole is for me to sleep in
ive dug my own grave
ill wallow in what i fear the most
ive dug my own grave
im just going to cry til my eyes are dry
ive dug my own grave
ill make it a big deal and over-react
ive dug my own grave
ill just sit here til i die
im digging my own grave
 
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  bloodysockets
 
01:38pm 18/06/2002
  this is your life vacant hands reaching out to you rolling heads makeing you puke desolate sockets that seep through youer veins empty bullet holes that keep you from bleeding lifeless animals that died years ago lifeless children that wasted away in the snow frozen for ever hearts broken open desolate life with a desolate plan
and i wish you were hear with me holding my hand
and i wo uld die i would slet the sun burn through my eyes you dont understand
and i wish it was better than this my emptiness i die in my head and my head dies with this
 
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spoken love* 
  lostinside
 
06:02pm 09/06/2002
 
mood: artistic
I wrote this in my noteboook on my train ride home from new york about my friend matthew, so here it goes

what your lips would taste of if only my soft lips could be presented with the touch of your own, you are a soul like no other my mate filled of mystery yet i know every skeleton that fills your closet. I hold your keys that open every door inside of your existance, would i be your world if you would let me be, or am i already? I want to awake inside of your arms, i want to stare into your captivating eyes for hours. I want to reach the depths of bliss with you, i want to make love with our bodys and not
just our words. Could i one day be your one and only, could my dreams of you one day become reality, could our passions combine, out minds could intertwine to become one, this fire could ignite an ever so chilling warmth within us. Our eyes lost inside. we could become one
 
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